It's been a few days since my last night with Iona and Makishia.
Tonight, as well I was still performing my duties.
Well, on the surface.
I embrace the woman who hasn't known the touch of a man and become one.
All for the sake of having her bear my child. As usual, we rub our genitals against each other.
The only difference is the partner. Yes, the deed is the same. The only difference is the partner.
I continue to shake my hips while being enveloped by the woman's warm wet folds. Only the sound of our genitals rubbing against each other cuts through the silence.
"Ouch!"
She lets out a small scream at the rough way I moved my hips.
"I'm sorry. Are you okay!?"
I immediately stop moving my hips and apologize profusely.
"It's okay! Charles-sama, please raise your head. I'm sorry for exaggerating the pain on my part... You were surprised, weren't you...?"
"I'm so sorry..." I hug her gently and apologize again.
After that, we resumed the act and successfully completed her first time. As usual, I healed the laceration with healing magic, before we moved to complete the second round.
"Oh ...... nnggg ...... nnggg ......! Charles-sama, it feels good...!" Good. She seems to be feeling it.
After that, I took care of her as much as I could and made sure she fell asleep before leaving the bedroom.
Making children with virgins.
That's the job I was given to do, and I did it. That's all there is to it. In the midst of these unchanging days. Feeling a bit of emptiness, I randomly visited a church. The emptiness that was born in my heart. I can never talk about this to anyone who knows me. I have no choice but to ask someone who doesn't know me. I wanted anyone to listen to me.
I go into the confessional and put a coin in the box. "This isn't exactly a confession, but I need you to listen to me. Can you do that for me?”
I call out to the nun who is probably on the other side of the door.
"Yes. This is a place of salvation for lost lambs. If it would help to share your story with me, then I shall listen no matter how little it may help you." Her voice was clear and beautiful.
I had assumed that a much older and more experienced nun, would listen to me.
She is young. Maybe she is younger than me? I wondered.
"I'm going to tell you a slightly strange story."
"I understand."
"I'm not joking around or trying to harass you. I'd like you to listen to me with that in mind." "I understand." "If there's anything that makes you uncomfortable, you can stop listening. That's your freedom."
"Yes, but I don't think I will."
"Do you believe me?"
"Your words are very serious, it doesn't sound like you're trying to be funny or harass me."
"Thank you. Well, I guess I should start talking.” And so, I began.
"My main job is to procreate with women of a certain level of talent and good looks and have them bear my children." "I see. It's an odd job, I must confess."
"Is it okay up to this point? I wasn't joking about it being a strange story."
"It's fine."
"So, basically, I have to make a baby with a different woman every day." "I see. It's a tough job."
"I'm a man too, and I want to hold a woman I like as many times as I want.'' "That’s what a gentleman is like." "I'm embarrassed. But..." "Yes?" "There were two women I particularly liked, and I literally held them every night, to make children, of course."
"So, on top of your normal duties of one different woman a night, you were also with those two ladies, right?"
"Yes."
"For a man to be able to do it so many times... I am surprised."
"Ah. That's how attractive those two were."
"Oh dear."
"I also recently found out that those two are carrying my child in their bellies."
"Congratulations, you've become a father."
"I've only just found out they are carrying them, not that they've been born, and since parenting is not part of my job description, I honestly don't feel like a father, but, well, thanks."
"So, what's the problem?"
"That's the thing. That in itself is very gratifying, but it also means that I could no longer hold the girls at night. Just the thought of not being able to touch their skin, which I used to hold every day, for a while, created a kind of emptiness in my heart." "Well, ......, why is that?" "I know you're going to think I'm being a little smug when I say this, but..." "Hmm."
"My seed is precious, more so than gold, and I can't afford to waste it on a woman who is already confirmed to be carrying my child. In addition, the act of making children itself is not good for the mother's body, so I can't do it anymore."
"Well... that's true. I don't know what to say..." "That's why I can't hold them for at least a year." "That... must be painful..."
"Although I knew It was going to be like this from the beginning, and I'm aware in my head that I'm blessed, but..."
"Hmm."
"It seems like I've developed a lot more affection for those two than I thought...I thought I was a calmer person, but..." "I think that's a good thing..."
"Is that so?"
"I think so."
"I hope so."
I kept talking.
"In addition, I have a lot of experience with women, which is why I'm able to do such a fake job. I'm not unfamiliar with one-nights at all..."
"I see."
"But this is my first time feeling like this...I don't really know what to do with this feeling..." “……” She didn't seem to know what to say to me.
As the person involved, I can't even grasp my own feelings.
Saying all this to an unrelated woman will only be putting her on the spot. I know that.
"I'm sorry. It's not nice to talk about such things..."
I apologized to her. "Thank you for listening to me. It made me feel a lot better." I continued to thank her.
Having someone listen to me certainly made my heart feel a little lighter.
"No, I apologize for not being able to help you in any way."
"As long as your fine with it."
"Hmm?"
"Do you mind listening to me again in the future?"
"Yes, I'd be happy to. Although I can't offer any advice, if me listening to you helps feel free to visit as much as you need." "Thank you. I'll stop by again." With this, I left the church feeling slightly lighter.
Chapter length 2823 characters.
Note: This is probably the weakest volume the author wrote. The chapters are really short, the author tried to do something new, then just kind of ran out of steam and left it half-finished. So, I wouldn't get your hopes up for it.
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